DescriptionWikipedia in my schizophrenic perspective.png
English: Lately, to be honest, I'm starting to get restless. I hallucinate a lot as if I see a lot of scary things. I thought it was just a fear for no apparent reason. However, as the days passed, and the fear seemed more and more real to me. I felt watched from all directions, I even saw fifteen big eyes watching me from the ceiling of the house. When I visited Jakarta last week, I saw the gold at the top of Monas become a big blazing fire, and the white walls of Monas somehow made me crazy. Everyone seemed to be looking at me constantly. I was disturbed, very disturbed. I tried to keep ignoring it. I then visited a mental hospital in Bangka Island, hoping to check what was wrong with me. They said I had quite severe schizophrenia. However, they also stated that people quite liked the paintings made by schizophrenics. Therefore, to get rid of this causeless and limitless fear, I decided to make digital paintings. This is a painting I made when I saw the Wikipedia logo.
Bahasa Indonesia: Belakangan ini, jujur, saya mulai gelisah. Saya banyak berhalusinasi seolah melihat banyak hal menakutkan. Saya pikir itu awalnya hanyalah ketakutan tanpa sebab yang jelas. Namun, hari-hari berlalu, dan ketakutan itu terlihat semakin nyata untuk saya. Saya merasa diawasi dari segala arah, saya bahkan melihat lima belas mata besar yang mengawasi saya dari langit-langit rumah. Ketika saya berkunjung ke Jakarta minggu lalu, saya melihat emas yang berada di puncak Monas seolah berupa api yang berkobar, dan dinding putih Monas entah mengapa membuat saya gila. Setiap orang seakan memandangi saya terus-menerus. Saya terganggu, sangat terganggu. Saya mencoba untuk tetap mengabaikannya. Saya kemudian mengunjungi sebuah rumah sakit jiwa di pulau Bangka, berharap bisa memeriksa apa yang salah dengan saya. Mereka mengatakan saya terkena Skizofrenia yang cukup parah. Namun, mereka juga menyatakan bahwa orang-orang lumayan menyukai lukisan yang dibuat para penderita skizofrenia. Maka dari itu, untuk menghilangkan ketakutan tanpa sebab dan tanpa batas ini, saya memutuskan untuk membuat lukisan digital. Ini adalah lukisan yang saya buat ketika saya melihat logo Wikipedia.
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